Destroy everything that destroyed you!

In life everything comes as a surprise, every day may not be a smooth ride; this is not something that I didn’t know about, but I couldn’t accept it when time played the game. Here, my life seemed all settled, I had a loving family, good job, friends; I believed in only one thing that only hard work pays it off and my life went on until…..that weekend.

My family and few friends planned a short trip to this nearby beach, we started off in the morning and slowly hit the highway and of course accelerated the speed, the music was blasting through the windows; least we notice that a sixteen-wheeler truck behind lost control and hit our car, when I came back to conscious I couldn’t stand up, my leg was amputated, my wife and son passed away on the spot and with god’s grace my daughter was fine.

There is nothing that can destroy you, but at the same time there is everything that can act as an object of destruction in your life; in a fraction of seconds, my whole world came tumbling down. I hated myself, I killed my son and wife, but at the same time, I couldn’t see that my daughter was still sitting in front of me expecting me to console her.

I lost my job as my job demands a lot of traveling and my company had reasons to terminate my tenure, I had subscribed for some accidental policy that kept everything running in the house.  My daughter was young and I didn’t know how to manage thing with her. I withdrew myself from everybody around and it was my daughter who kept bringing her really big problems from school for me to solve. She was the one who kept me alive.

I accepted the situation that destroyed my life but then one day I realized that I was still breathing and my daughter was my responsibility, so I geared up to destroy the memory that kept destroying my conscience for the last one year.  I took up a desk job and started going out like before but I realized that all these while I was fighting with myself and not to overcome the situation.